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[13 Jun 2006|06:06pm] |
VIRGINIA VIRGINIA VIRGINIA
back home for the summer in VIRGINIA
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[08 May 2006|03:59pm] |
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things really arent horrible here. im basically sitting around waiting for my dad to get another divorce or be sent somewhere else. but at least i graduate on the 18th so i can basically do anything i want. im not really the boyfriend kind of guy i realized i just dont want to be i dont want to love anybody or be with anybody i just want some of my friends back i want my best friends that i can laugh with and tell them stupid things about my day and dance at houses with and watch tv and eat dinner with i dont want to go to malls to eat dinner or eat dinner with my step mom anymore i want my friends to call me and say hey were going to so & so's house and grabbing something to eat then just ride around and find something to do the rest of the night right? and ill say thats so fucking boring but ill do it anyway. its better than doing literally nothing but school for the past 8 months with no one you know or want to know
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[17 Apr 2006|11:54am] |
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easter was nice with mom and stuff but i think going back to bowling green after a few months shows theres alot of other stuff in the world better than staying in one spot your whole life
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[08 Mar 2006|06:09pm] |
im feeling real real far away from everything lately and i need something back
im tired of doing whats expected of us lets do what we fucking want
i got a new car too
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[22 Nov 2005|05:54pm] |
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im hanging out in the comfort inn room here in lexington. just got off the airplane like 2 hours ago and i was about to go sleep since im so goddam tired and i have to drive way back to bowling green in the morning like at 7 or something from freaking kentucky. this was not a smart idea not a smart idea at all but itll be cool because i really wanna see my mom really really bad like nothing else i really miss her alot. so i think im gonna go so i can atleast take some kind of nap or try to get some sleep before tomorrow
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[07 Nov 2005|02:09pm] |
So the camera was finished it was automatic
Its time for new film
You were developing photo
A date on the paper the past lover
I was the apple you've eaten
The boy that put on all of his clothes
Now a memory that hangs with a thumbtack on the wall
In this town I spend with high heels and designer clothes
People prance like puppets strings around the bar
And I saw you standing there with your finger around your straw
Yeah, with long brown hair you look like leaves falling in autumn
And the mouth was open up
Try throwing up the words
But I guess I'll stick to this drink
And now that you've ocurred
The first time I met that girl
She said she will crucify your lies
Like walking against the wind
Believing in religion
Coz god I still hate you so much
So give me my dream or pour me this drink
because thats all you're good for
And there's a white horse that carries a burning light
And just guide me to happy moments and another lie
And Im cutting like my daily value and sending it through a straw
And the bigger my heart grows come on black blood
So Im tired of living here
Just pass me the money now
Wrap gifts are a surprise no more
Lets ride out to the sun and burn our eyes to dust
Coz theres no such thing as love
Like the old poets said
As hard as you drink the shit
The more the glass will be half full
So give me my dream
Or pour me this drink
Coz thats all you're good for
And I try to betray a lie
Like punching through the glass
Well this troath drink is black blood down
And give me another tongue
And shower me my love with the words green water
And I try to betray a lie
Like punching through the glass
Well this troath drink is black blood down
And give me another tongue
And shower me my love with the words green water
Green water
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[11 Aug 2005|03:08pm] |
SHE said unpredictabilitys my responsibility
and we went and waited at the door where everybody hung out back then
SHE said maybe there's a bit of me waiting for a bit of you
i know i know i know we didnt have to do it but we did it to say that we didnt have to do it but we would anyway
i wrecked my new car and broke my leg in two places to
possibility of getting it fixed before school is NONE
i need a job
back with lauren see how this goes again
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[23 Jul 2005|09:23pm] |
My heart has now bled
Your lipstick sweet cherry red
Look at those bright blue eyes
No need to flip the switch
When I look at you I squint
Damn, you light up the room
I want to take you home tonight
I’ll take you home forever
I’m staring at satellites
She dresses like a popstar
And I’m feeling so far
A way from reality
Its not hard to understand
She can break any man
By the way that she moves
I’ve come undone
It’s easier said then done it’s so easier
guess i miss her
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[21 Jul 2005|12:04pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think WE'LL get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[20 Jun 2005|06:00pm] |
me and lauren are goin to toronto wednesday so i figured i should update before i headed up there... yeh me and lo are going with sam and his lady friend to canada for the rest of the weekend. weve been together for a little over a month so we thought a trip would be some fun
alot of my friends are graduated now and i just gotta get through highschool myself
when i was visiting bg i saw erin a couple times it was pretty weird and not comfortable but were fine
me and that girl were funny the first time we met
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[08 Jun 2005|06:43pm] |
hooooooooome iiiiiiiiiiiis niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice
i for real just had dinner with about 20 people
N-Sane
--moms the same as i left her she made a cake for everything it was major good
--brett and the aimster are nice and old, ready to be BG high graduates
-- jon and paige are getting married in a couple weeks now
-- erins still the saame pretty bubbley lady that i left in the airport
we just had the best dinner ive had in months
just took this picture of me and erins legs cause she thinks im 'funny'
annnnnnnnnnnnnnd were all about to goo swimmmmmmm!
( va is seriooosly for lovers )
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[04 Jun 2005|09:30pm] |
im coming going to bowling green next weekend i gotta fly into richmond international thursday at 3 ill be back sometime sunday night
We fail to keep in touch these days,
As I'm liquid cold, she's motor grey,
We're hollowed by a circumstance that pushed us both away.
We carved a message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend:
Make out kids never had a chance to be best friends.
Headed for the madness, we are better by design,
It's all we'll ever have to say goodbye..
Say goodbye.
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[23 May 2005|07:28pm] |
* Who is #8 going out with? notta soul. ladies hes single & fiine
* Is #9 a boy or a girl? a boy
* Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? not if jon had something to say bout it
* How about #18 and #4? suure they would
* What grade is #17 in? 12th
* When was the last time you talked to #12?: im talking to him right now about tools and coffee
* What is #6's favorite band? Ha I have no clue Prolly like hootie and the blowfish
* Does #3 have any siblings? negative she gotta hawt cousin
* Would you ever date #1? been there done that
* Would you ever date #7? Probably Id make her my slave
* Is #16 single? I heard he’s dating some hottie That makes me happy
* What's #15's last name? incar-dope.
* What's #10's middle name? brian
* What's #5's favorite thing to do? talk
* Is #13 hot? naw man
* Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? scum
* What school does #20 go to? radford u.
* Tell me a random fact about #11? He has 2 hearts.
* And #1: she knows EVERYTHING about me
* Tell me secret about #1 and #11: 1,we slept together annnnd 11, i took a bath with him when i was about 2
* Have you ever had a crush on #15? shit no
* Where does #9 live? Off of warner and graham
* What's #4's favorite color? She likes earthy tones.
* Would you makeout with #14? No. that’s weird.
* Are #5 & #6 best friends? Yes
* Does #7 like #20? No. theyre in conflicting gangs. Westrece VS Westdiez.
* Does #8 like #19? theyre prolly in love by now
* How did you meet #2? through #18 their married we hated each other but now were tite
* How did you meet #18? my mom
* Does #10 have any pets? a dog called scooter
* Is #12 older than you? by 12 days
* Is # 17 the sexiest person alive, or what? all the ladies love him because were twins
1. erin cosgrove
2. paige anderson
3. Aimee coulson
4. jan summers
5. dani Shapiro
6. leigh metherell
7. Chelsea Geiger
8. sean wardell
9. david lachman
10. alex light
11. matt hanief
12. sam klein
13. Weston baills
14. alex wolff
15. brett incardone
16. oliver atcheson
17. eric troyer
18. jon schley
19. mitch allen
20. trey randell
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[15 May 2005|07:05pm] |
If you weren't real, then I would make you up
Remember when we first met
And everything was still a bet
In love's game
You would call; I'd call you back
And then I'd leave
A message
On your answering machine
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[11 May 2005|05:43pm] |
i am in longbeach at my uncles casa and i was possed to leave ten minutes ago so this has to be a snap
im fine didnt lose ne of my stuff on the flight
everythings worked out like perfect its so rad sammy & me have hung out everyday since i got here just like old timez we tell stories about who i mean uh what weve been doin the past couple years i told him about aimee and brett and erin godD have i told him about her shown him pictures and told him everrrrythiiiiiinggggg bout her
my stepmom, lacey, shes pretty nice she'll be 44 in june so shes not much younger than my dad. shes alot like my dad though alot more than my mom is and my dad seems happy with her even though they dont spend alota time togeher
they bought me a car i think to make up for the time they know they cant be around me its a 05 isuzu axiom gray/blue, gray seats GPS sunroof & a dvd player in the back the works makes me mad that they bought me off but i wanna have this cars babies
i miss my gal back home though.
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[27 Apr 2005|08:26pm] |
 wana have kids
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[27 Apr 2005|08:02pm] |
My life reads like the classifieds. Pages of what's for sale, what's on
the auction block? Attention bidders, it's Lot 45. He's got a decent
voice, he's got that crooked smile. But hold on, you haven't heard the
best yet! He writes great storylines, he's got those honest eyes. So
take him home for just $9.95! He'll sing the songs you like, he'll keep
you warm at night.
Back down, cash out, that's the city for
ya. Break down, back out, and get what's coming to ya.
When you said you were falling apart, I thought you meant you were falling apart. I'm not
the type to forget about nights like this, when every single move that I
make is documented, and scored for style points. The once ambitious one
now holds the smoking gun. If I die in my sleep, are you still willing
to be everything you promised you would be. Will you be the
first one to tell the neighborhood papers, and all my family and friends
that still care. Did you buy what I sold, did you feel what I told you?
I hope that you still do. Will you promise yourself that this isn't all
we've got.
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[15 Apr 2005|09:16pm] |
haheahehahahhahahahahehahahawwwww smoking is so bad for u im like a chimney sorta of do you want to see a pic
duhz u i took bucnhes and so did every one else so thank you to her for letting us use the backyard big laughs all arooound
''seeeee'' look @ what we did
do u want to see my little brother
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[14 Apr 2005|03:57pm] |
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i feel like getting trashed nowwwww i dont feel like waiting stupid day
school is dumb and no1 should have to sit through it
prom is next weekend yah...kind of looking forward to it but also ... kind of not its my last whole weekend at home
Erin might go with me so i have someone to hang with i dont know there hasnt been much talking about it i may just forget it if she cant
i have to leave and go play the most pointless game of soccer ive ever had in my life
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[09 Apr 2005|07:36pm] |
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me and jan had dinner last night. we had plans to go watch a ball game but it got late and we had no clue how to get there. thanks to the lack of street cred
so then us... my mom....my aunt all went to the UPS store ((heckyeh)) to get 20billion boxes for me to pack my junk my mom got teared upwhen i bought em. she said shes proud how im doing this being all mature about leaving felt nice
hit old navy & gina bought me clothes that i dont need ill keep em tho
then jan came home with us helped me fold stuff and get organized for like 20 minutes gah i wanted to scream i have to many things
then talked to erin on the telephone. told her about how gigantic these boxes are some other stuff she told me about her gross finger
she cares so much ;)
not much time to be with everyone and her<33333333333333333333333333333333
theres def. tons of parties for me being thrown
heres the agenda:::::::::::::
april 22nd family dinner at my aunt & uncles. your allowed to be there if ive already asked ya
april 29th party at marias on main st. not for me but its guna be a sick party so join us
april 30th party at aimees with every1 in the world cuz its my last weekend in BG with my hot friends.
call aimee and erin for times/ if your coming/ if your allowed to be there
dam the next 27 days better go by so freakin slow
i havnt decided what im guna do when i get to the beach... nota alot point to enrolling in school to be there for 4.5 weeks
then i gotta change my liscence, tags & all for my car... buy a laptop or somethin... and i gota sit in some big lonely house while dads @ work and think about every1 here & in richmond who i love alot and miss them hard
sounds so fucking miserabbbbleeee
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